I can feel it in my heart. In my throat as I choke on the air I breathe. I can feel it in my stomach. It wont stop turning. I know that it is about to happen. I can see it in the changes of the weather. I don't know how else to explain it. I just know.
Whether it will happen with a god or creature returning to earth or with a turning and shifting of the axis, our world is about to undergo some sort of cosmic change.
Call me crazy, I don't mind. Call me insane, you wouldn't be the first. But to understand my point of view, you have to understand why I feel this way.
Books, readings, everything can tell you millions of things, but nothing is for certain. You can be turned into the biggest believer of all your friends but it wont mean anything. It wont. The truth itself will not be shown. It refuses to show itself therefore we must try with all of our might to shed light on it.
What if in the end of the world, there is no god?
What if in the end of the world, there is more then one?
What if there is nothing but blackness?
Or aliens?
Will I be alive to witness it? Or will I have died before knowing?
There are a lot of things, you see. But many people drive themselves mad just trying to think of them all. How can you deal with all of the voices in your head telling you that things link when you cannot seem to find the truths behind the lies.
It is a very hard thing to find. But you will find it eventually, you just need to find it.
Still...I dont know what to believe. I really don't.
I just know that something big is going to happen.
And it will wipe us all clean, no electricity, no running water. We may survive yes,
But our world is going to undergo some changes. I can feel it.

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